Briton Hudson-Smith says he attempted to take his own life


Britain’s 400m World Championship bronze medallist Matthew Hudson-Smith said he attempted to take his own life last year as he battled with mental health issues, injury, debt and isolation during the Covid-19 pandemic.

Hudson-Smith, 27, clocked 44.66 seconds to take the final podium place on Friday, behind American Michael Norman and Kirani James of Grenada.

“I had huge mental health issues in 2021,” Hudson-Smith told reporters after winning Britain’s fourth medal in Eugene, Oregon. “Not a lot of people know this, but I literally attempted suicide.

“I was racing knowing I was hurt all the time, going to races knowing I’m not 100%… Imagine stepping on the line knowing you’re hurt. You have a whole load of pressure because everyone expects a lot from you.”

Hudson-Smith said he lost sponsors and got into financial debt while he was living in the United States as he struggled with injuries and missed last year’s Olympics.

“I couldn’t do the Olympics for several reasons… During Covid, I was stuck in America by myself. I love America, but I wanted to be with my family. It was tough. I remember talking to a lot of people about not doing the sport,” he said.

“My mum and others were like, ‘listen, just do this’ and now I’ve paid the debts off, I got picked up by Puma and now I’ve got this medal… Honestly, a lot of people would have cracked.”